Wednesday, June 17, 2009 Y
I need a break, from events, emotions, everything. It's crushing me down and I don't like it. Everything and all. I need to grow up, I need to be mature. I need to stop being so childish and wilful. Nothing goes right, and nothing will if I do not play my part well enough.
I'm tired, really really tired. I keep thinking, too much until it's overbored. Sometimes I just want a break, from everything, or to see your face again to calm myself down. I don't know what I should do now, I feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down but I couldn't. I need to stay strong so as to not add to their worries. I'm a failure, a real failure.
&it's time to wake up from the fantasy and learn to differentiate them.
and I miss you already
8:46 PM