Monday, April 06, 2009 Y
I feel like a big idiot. I shouldn't have bank on so much hope to keep seeing you. Everything was just a coincidence, everything including your kindness. What was I? A fool? Maybe I am, and I will be for the rest of my life. I can't change from here, even though I have to. I am really the worst idiot of all. I hate myself.
Number one thing I want to complain, school. It gives me too much stress! The homework never seems to end, along with the various exams that are included as my overall promo scores. Next, I don't understand how come there is so many people in JJ not getting an A for napfa when they are in secondary school. Last, they think that we students are so free that we got to do two project work at a go, with one 'A' level PW and a JJingdo(something like that) and BBQ(ha, don't tell me barbeque. It's Best Business Quest which is a business idea and you got to plan and bla bla bla.).
Next on the list, people. ________ is irritating me off, although it is really funny at times but I can't concentrate with such noises! I'm not as clever as you all so give me my lessons back! ): There is ____________ that is irritating me off with his long winded speech which has obviously no freaking use. ______, keeps nagging and accusing me with all sorts of crap that I didn't commit.
Great, I can hardly breathe. This feels so screwed. I hate Mondays, it's seriously Monday BLACK! ):
and I miss you already
7:18 PM