Saturday, March 07, 2009 Y
Let's just say, everything is changing, nothing is going to remain the same as it was the last time. Nothing. Maybe I'm just to weak, weak to accept what reality is like for me, weak to accept those facts lies ahead of me, weak to accept that everything was just a phoney. The path lies ahead is long, and it seems to be filled with nails where I'm being forced to walk on. I'm really really tired now...Stupid course, say until so interesting but ends up so idiotic. Waste of my time when I can relax. Was like nothing much at all, my brain went dead after the experiment, and I still think that it suits Chemistry more than it suits into Physics. All are reactions and more reactions. But overall, had some fun while cracking jokes and everything. And my dear Xueer doesn't understand Cantonese too! While, I only understand a little. =DD The course had caused me to be afraid of the soap, imagine washing yourself with fats...-.- The experiment was super smelly, and I swear that it's super for I'm having serious blocked nose and I could smell it.
Denise has caused me to be addicted to another anime! ): I keep spending time on watching when I'm supposed to study! And and, I missed a lot for CLDDS thanks to the Bannister trials! Regreted signing up! ): I want to learn more about 灯谜!!!! ): Super depressed now! ):
Nothing seems close now, everyone has scattered. What happened to the bond last timefre?? ):
& with one step at a time, i'll grow out from my world of fantasy.
-friends are nothing, but betrayal. I've learnt the lesson thoroughly now, where friends are always temporary...
and I miss you already
5:13 PM