Sunday, March 29, 2009 Y
I don't know what I should do, it just feels so weird and wrong. I screwed up my GP and Chinese. I'm stupid, I'm idiotic. I don't even know how did I managed to land into a JC. I'm useless, I'm a pile of shit. I don't know what should my next step be. Happy, I'm definitely not. A level is this year already, yet I'm thinking of doing things slowly. I need to do my first draft this week, yet I don't have my first consultation yet. Yes, they may be fun, there may be laughter, but I'm not part of it. I'm too stressed up, I can't do things well. This sucks big time. I want to relax out, I want to shout out all my displeasures.
Sorry, but no happy post is going to appear anymore on this blog I think.
and I miss you already
3:38 PM