Wednesday, December 17, 2008 Y
Sometimes, I wished I could be the stubborn girl, who refuses to accept all these reality that are happening to me. Sometimes, I wished I could be the playful girl, who does nothing but playing to escape from reality. Sometimes, I wished I could be a normal girl, who can open up to others easily. How I wished, but none of them are going to come true. At times, I really wished that nothing has happened at all, or even let time reload back to when I had known nothing, knew none of them in the first place. Maybe this way, the torture might be lesser. Crossroad of life, I've never left that place before. the moment I left one, I reached another. Maybe that's way people says that life is a long journey, where people have to keep making decisions to continue the long road ahead of them. You pause for a moment, you ponder for a while, you think for a minute and you get lost to the ground. You won't know which should be your next step. Maybe when one thinks lesser, they will have an easier life. They won't think whether had they made the right decision just now, or which would be the right decision. Life would definitely be easier if one just follows his or her heart, but the moment they start thinking, they might found out that they had been doing the wrong thing and in the very end, regret all the doings. Still, no matter when and where people starts to think, there are bound to stop in their tracks for a moment and that might caused them to be unable to move another step in their life.
&alighted at the wrong stop of my life.
and I miss you already
10:49 AM