Tuesday, November 11, 2008 Y
All of a sudden, I felt really lost. Didn't know what to do, or whether had I did the right thing. Guess no matter how a person change, the inner heart remains the same. The emptiness still can't be filled in, no matter how I tried. Thought that I've learnt from my mistake and walked out of it, but I just realised that I'm still revolving about the same time. Thought I've forgotten, but the fact remains there, I still remember. The lies, the words, those laughters, everything, I could still remember. I got lost for the first time in my life then and now I found myself, still awaiting at the very same point along the deserted road. Guess I was a fool to lose trust in everyone, a fool to believe everything would turn out right, a fool who walked into the road of despair alone. I lied to myself that no matter what I do, nothing would change at all. Everything was caused by myself, me and my incompetence, yet the truth stands still, I lack the courage to live with no one to lean on. Emotions, killed. Logic, shattered. Life, torn. That was what I did to myself and that was what brought me to where I am now. I'm sorry, I just could not fulfil my own promise to you.
&all that's left, was just a shadow.
and I miss you already
7:19 PM
Macbook Pro(13 inch)
That Headset