Sunday, August 10, 2008 Y
Crap. What's the freaking use of continuing? Every time I tried to convince myself that time will change everything, but the conclusion? It changes, yes but to the worst. Nothing is going better, time just make it worse. You claim I play too much? Do you want to know the reason why? NO! You never bothered about why I choose to play this much, all you ever care was SCOLDING me to VENT out your anger. That was all you cared. Did you really listen carefully to what I ever said to you? Do you really understand what I'm thinking about? Do you really knows the feeling I have in my heart towards you now? I can tell you clearly one thing, I feeling tired, tired of living. What's the use of me struggling when the only thing you care about is him? You are way too biased, I don't like it. Sometimes you say that I don't care about this family, I got no feelings. Yes that is true, for thanks to you, my heart has died completely.
And it is you people who made me change. You people who forced me to walk along the cliff of death.
My feeling now is this:
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and I miss you already
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