Saturday, August 16, 2008 Y
Been long since I last updated. Busy studying, for the first time in my life. But, my time management isn't perfect yet. Still spending too much time on English homework, then have to rush other subject homework. Still not much time spent on self-revising, especially when the teachers aims to torture you with the homework which causes you to keep doing until midnight and mind you, I'm an early sleeper so sleeping at 10 plus is a GREAT improvement. (: Still not very accustomed to it but time will let be get used to it. (: However, my health seems to be telling me I ought to sleep earlier but deteriorating. Not very good especially I'm starting to lose my voice~! Oral is on Tuesday so I can't afford to lose my voice. I'm worried about my Oral since there is like Yilin, Nicholas Lim and Mervyn before me and Sinyee, Darrin and YuZhen after me. You won't want me to name the rest. The names will never end until I name everybody. (: Hope I can score since in my view, it is the only thing that I'm good at for English(temporary I hope). Then later on will be continuing with my Principles Of Accounts(POA). There's two papers(1&2) for me to rush, which is the best when I lost my answers for one of it. Having a messy room is bad. Your completed homework get lost easily. Not to forget your precious notes.
Been running away from the ugly truth these few days. I know it, distinctively. I don't wish to face it, I don't want to accept it. Did silly things today, run away from the bus and wait for the other. I don't really know why am I doing all these, I don't even know why can't I face all these facts. It doesn't really affects me, it shouldn't affects me, right? One thing now I can feel it, the solitude is eating me up.
&just stab the cold knife into my heart.
and I miss you already
7:36 PM