Sunday, July 13, 2008 Y
NJC, Beatrice says must score 4 points. Sure one what. Then, I don't have higher Chinese. So, maximum is only minus 2 points. Really regret why didn't I brush up my Chinese during Primary School, not even bother striving for higher Chinese during Secondary Two. Maybe, if I listened more to lessons then, I won't be regretting so much now. My CCA is an A2 if I'm not wrong, since I was missing one mark from and A2, then Teacher forgot to include an A2 grade for my Secondary One Basketball, so should be able to get my A2. Then, minus two points, to get 4 points, must score 6 points. This means, ENGLISH = A1, which is like so hard? Sometimes, I really feel like just fall asleep, never to be woke up. This is really too tiring...
有時候,縂感覺自己像個迷失的小孩,找不到自己的歸屬基地。
有時候,縂感覺自己像個斷翅的小鳥,就不上它們飛上的速度。
I want to buck up, I want to mug! I want to score well! I've climbed to high this time round, I can't afford to fall anymore. The pain will not be as small, as Secondary Three's fall. I can't rely on hope anymore, I got to change and strive hard. I don't think I'll have the strength to climb this high again, if I really fall down.
-There's a limit to my strength, there's a limit to my ability and there's a limit to my capability.
and I miss you already
7:27 PM