Friday, July 04, 2008 Y
I finished my E Maths Notes! Like finally. (: Tomorrow got to go out and study since MOST of my relatives are going to come here and create havoc in my house, hence to concentrate better I got to go out and study. Also, I need help for Social Studies. (: Later going to check out whether the library got wireless. If got I'll be bringing my laptop out to study. Since most of the notes are like 20 plus pages and some are even worse. (: So no choice. (: No ink to print out that many pages. (: I'm studying you know, which is good! (: Term 3 starts 8 July. So, study study study! (:
I think I've really have a bad supporting family. I'm here studying for my Term 3, there my 'nice' brother is pestering to play computer. When I say no, he keeps 'saying' how bad I was, not letting him play. I really feel like scolding him !^#@$%^& but I can't. I'll not be able to study any more if I do that. Stupid right? Then he have his revenge by turning the television volume(in mum's room) extremely loud and laugh like a giant just to disturb me. Irritating right. I'll really scream at him if I score badly for my term 3. You see who'll win in the end? Sure is him since I have freaking biased parents. I hate it. Sometimes, I really hope this isn't my real family. =x
&I really want to cry, cry out loud. But I can't. I hate my life. Until now, nothing good has ever happened to me. No matter what I do, its always wrong, even when it was the correct thing. Maybe, I should just end this wrong life of mine. ='x
and I miss you already
7:48 PM