Wednesday, June 04, 2008 Y
This is retarded. How to score well for a subject when the teacher keep changing? And the cool subject is Chinese. Secondary One, four teachers; Secondary Two only one; Secondary Three there's three teachers and now Secondary Four, my 'O' level year, how many teachers are you planning to give me? I am so going to go berserk if I never score A1, and it ain't good you know. When I go berserk, most probably I will start to hammer the wall with my bare hands and go to the toilet and bang the wall with my head until I bleed till unconscious. (:
And, I still haven't collect my phone, and most probably will do it tomorrow. (:
Maybe I am just a fool, who do not have the courage to face life, yet have the courage to face death. I still can't believe that I told myself that, but it will be true I hope, for the more I forget, the more concentrated I am, and its not a bad thing at all. But still, I feel this heartache whenever I think of him...)':
and I miss you already
7:17 PM