Friday, June 13, 2008 Y
I'm a slow worker man, this sucks. Don't understand why, but my heart just hurts all of a sudden. Is it because I'm thinking too much? Is it because I'm starting to hate myself even more? Or is it because I'm falling into the abyss of darkness? I don't really know, but maybe this is the next stage of change in me. Ha, I don't really understand whats going on within myself. Funny...really funny. At least I completed my speech today. Was suppose to be happy after settling things right in the morning. Almost a heated argument though, oh well, things will work out some day. I don't know how but it will just work out somehow. (:
I promise I'll work hard, to motivate myself. I promise I'll concentrate, to not let you down. I don't know when I'll leave or what, but I shall work hard till the end of the time allowance for me.
and I miss you already
7:24 PM