I shall motivate myself like the past! My reward for good grades shall be a BIG soft toy!(buying it myself)

I don't know when or where, will I be able to understand, to recall the past. Sometimes, I searched and searched in my heart, but I just couldn't find it. I want to cry, yet the tears never seem to agree. I smiled, to please everybody. I joked, to let everyone smile. Yet, no matter what I do, the gap between us seems to wider with each passing day. I wanted to shout, to stop the time, and slowly treasure the memories, yet with a flick of time, it disappears with everyone. I went back to the lonely times, walking on the path like an idiot. There was no more friends/others with me, its just me and me alone. I chose this lonely path, as my road of life. Sometimes, I really wanted to turn back and run, yet I don't have the courage to do so. Sometimes I want to go back to figure out what has happened in the past, yet my legs never allowed. Everyone is so distant away, or maybe its the opposite. I'm the one distancing myself from them, not open my heart. I can't click with others, and neither will I force it upon me. I will just go alone, not with others. It seems better this way, for I'm born loner...
&i'm still waiting for your smile...

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Girl called Mitchelle.
Born in 18 Sept, she was once a clementeen and now a JJcian. Once ♥2B12006 and 4D12008! in CTSS and now `09S14 in JJ. She ♥Soft Toys, Games & Chocolates. She detests noise, hypocrites & lies. Contact her through her Email.
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white newsboy cap

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That Headset

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