Monday, May 12, 2008 Y
This feels so screwed. Until now, I have been screwing up every single paper I have set! This is so retarded. Feel so hopeless in studies now. Can't seem to study in my Secondary Four life! This is so damn screwed! Yes, its funny how things love to turns out. Think when the teachers sees my paper, they might vomit out blood and end up sick. I seriously flunk all those papers! I forget this, make all sorts of careless mistakes and even remember wrong format! What's this? I am so damn screwed!
Changed song, what to have 我和她她和他 but don't have, so will have to make do with 错爱. (: Both are nice either way.
If screaming could help, I will do it. If crying can help, I will do it. But, all these are just actions of weakness. So, I will continue put on a strong front, as a protection from others. So I will say good night, and summit myself to all these torture. And when I wake up, I will be even stronger, stronger than before. And you will be able to recognize me anymore, for I will be changed, evolved once again...
and I miss you already
8:03 PM