Wednesday, May 14, 2008 Y
Results are bad, it has went down. But still, it seems like I lost control over my facial expression, was still smiling and laughing all the way. It seems really hard to just frown now, n front of others. Maybe its just to avoid questions. But Clementeen Idol was nice. Grace LIM won! Yay! Her singing is nice.
Think my social studies is a complete failure. Don't understand the question completely. Think I going to get chase out soon. And this sucks. I want to wake up! I want to start studying already! I want to excel! It just seems so hard.
And striving on is getting tougher and tougher. Yet, failure is not a option.
And shitty Chinese, you better get an A1 or else I will die horribly. And the number to the countdown to Chinese 'O' levels is getting smaller and smaller.
Sometimes, I just want to let it out. Yet I can't seem to do so. Opening my mouth is really difficult, so shutting it is still the best. If I have to shatter everything that I have to achieve my goals, I will just do so. To me, emotions are just nothing I guess. I can't feel anything now, not a hinge of sadness nor a hinge of joy, like others who could do so. Don't talk to me like you understand what I am going true, if you are not the one, then you won't know how it really feels. You may put yourself into my shoes, but what you will understand is just part of it. You will never know how it feels unless you truly experience it. And the time's up, the games shall end now. From this instance, things are going to change completely...
and I miss you already
8:47 PM
Macbook Pro(13 inch)
That Headset