Thursday, May 22, 2008 Y
I ought to say that in this world, there are so many people who are so free to use others name. From this evidence, I inferred that either these people has names that they don't dare to use, or they have no name at all. Further inference tells me that these people is ill intention such as ruining a friendship/relationship. This inference tells me that these people envy others being much better than them, thus led to their ill doings. You may say this is crap, but its the F**king truth that I will interpret. So people, get a life.
Feeling damn angry now, almost have the urge to change to my devil self. When the devil side appears, I needs a whole F**king week to revert back to my normal self. And thats why you don't see me being so evil all along. Pissed off, and thats why all the vulgarities starts appearing, sorry about that. Now I don't have the freaking mood to study Chinese, how? Fed up.
I released that the mock exam's side effect are starting to occur. I am feeling sleepy every single moment, every when I am having lesson or eating! This is really retarded. Shall sleep to my hearts content once after Chinese 'O' level. And I don't like having to cope with the mountain of homework and a pile of revision. This sucks.
Speaking of Chinese 'O' level, I am damn worried about it. I worried about not able to excel, then all my hard works for all the previous years would perish into dust. Its freaking irritating. I hate it when I can only excel in one language. I need to excel in both, so must work hard! =X
I will just hide in the corner of my life loving you, seeing you is more than enough for me, for even the thoughts of you could cheer me up. And I tell myself, I will forget you, but my heart has to handle other more important stuff to handle, so it shall wait, wait until the time I am free, and has no troubles. For this way, I could forget you much easier.
and I miss you already
7:13 PM