Friday, May 09, 2008 Y
Almost had the urge to cry, I am just too tired. Started to maintain silence in class, and not able to absorb today, its a bad sign of mine. Well, if we think in a positive manner, I think I could say that all this can train up my mental strength. However, if we were to think in a negative manner, then the conclusion would be I am too weak. Haha, its funny how life turns out. I prefer to think it as a challenge, a challenge whether will I survive this competing world.
Think I am down with illness again, or rather, I have never recover from it the last time, but its getting more and more serious. I hate seeing doctor? Yes, thats true for it will consume too much of my time to see a doctor. So, think will just let it continue. Maybe you guys may find me weird, but I want to test what is my endurance level like. I really want to know, how much have I grown.
I am sorry, but I have changed a lot. The girl you once knew, she's gone already. Don't ever say that you know how she feels, for you have never undergone things like she did.
and I miss you already
4:57 PM