Monday, April 07, 2008 Y
Sometimes, I do wonder, whether is it the right decision, to avoid everything. I do, and I know, shutting myself up is no good. But, I don't have much choice do I? Life is always up and down, filled with unexpected stuff. I know, people could be hurt because I put on a mask and face everything, including them. But, that had became my true nature, really. Scared, frightened, hurt, happiness, joy, I almost experienced everything that is related to it. Sometimes, I even wonder, whether am I to continue my struggle for existence. It just seems too hard, and everything starts to turn into an obstacle. It is frightening, to discover that every single thing you held begins to turn into an obstacle. Yes, I do admit, my fighting spirit gets stronger if others excel. However, the 'fighting spirit' starts to become an obstacle, and yet it was the motivation that helped me. What should I do? 'Face it and overcome it. Turn it into your strength and use it.' That was my brain's answer, but my heart was in a fluster. Am I able to succeed? Am I able to overcome it? I am starting to get a bit contradicting with myself, and that is not good at all.
不需要猶豫，你早已決定你的未來。堅持下去，不需要理會他人的目光。情緒要收拾好，不然你的腳步就會放慢。到那時，後悔也來不及了。
and I miss you already
7:25 PM
Macbook Pro(13 inch)
That Headset