Sunday, April 27, 2008 Y
Its contradicting for one to ask another not to worry or cheer up when they themselves are feeling the exact same way, or maybe even worse. Guess what, I am one of them. One of these hypocrites who kept smiling on and on, regardless whether will you be hurting the other party or not. Yes, you may think I am weird, admitting to such things. But why not think it in another way, one has to face his or her true self and accept it before asking others to accept themselves. This is how life is like, and we can't change it. We can change our fate, but not the life cycle in this world, nor the mindset of others. We could influence, to a certain extent, but not completely. Tomorrows going to be a bad day, I can feel it. Mid-Year Exam, not my forte, and I have to say, I got to stop being so naggy in composition. Its bad since it will cause me to lose marks. Not from teachers, friends or brothers. Its from a book, a book on how to do Chinese Paper one. I know its weird for someone who wouldn't buy such assessment stuff for studies would actually have such a book, but its from my brother, so why not? =]
不是我不了解,只是我不想明白,爲什麽自己就是放不下...
and I miss you already
7:13 PM