Thursday, April 24, 2008 Y
Had a freaking oral, and it was horrible. I was tongue tied during the oral, and the teacher like asked me five questions. Was there thinking sure die already, ask so many questions. Was the first time my oral teacher asking so damn many questions. Was super sad, wanted to sob but not at home so didn't. Super in love with my blog song now! =] Going to listen over and over again! xD
不需要說出來,我想你也能了解到,我内心的恐慌,我内心的擔心。望者你的臉,想說的話都說不出口了。一想到自己的可悲,眼淚便再也控制不住,滑下我的臉頰。比起上次内心裏的猶豫不決而流下的淚,這次的痛比上次來的痛多了。不明白爲什麽,也不想去思索,自己爲什麽會變成這樣懦弱、這樣脆弱。就因爲是最後一年了嗎?就因爲是最後一年而感到猶豫嗎?這不像是我的作風,我不可能成爲我的作風。我要回到以前的生活,做會以前那毫無表情的木偶...
and I miss you already
5:16 PM