Monday, March 17, 2008 Y
The 'O's are drawing close, real close to my first paper, Chinese. Others get scared, frightened, but I still can't feel anything yet. Is it because I became numb, or I completely lost the feeling of 'scared'? I can't tell, and neither could I find, the feeling that is buried deep inside me. Maybe, I ought to practice my Chinese as preparation, so lets begin.
或許你們會說現在還早,所以我才感覺不到。但你們知道嗎,一個月的時間很快就會過去了。那時才像在熱鍋上的螞蟻,慌慌張張嗎?我辦不到。那時我根本就不會有感受了,反而會選擇不去理睬它,不去溫習。最後的結果又是什麽?靠不到我的A1,考到C6?我真得不知所措,只希望能回到中二去,不選八課,只選七課。那麽,我的成績會比現在好嗎?我真的不知道。
街上人群,人來人往,他們都在為自己的事奔走。我傻傻的站在此地,東張西望,只希望能向人群一樣,為一個目標而走動。茫茫人海,我聽見了你的聲音。儅我回頭望時,你已為你的目標而走了。
and I miss you already
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