Saturday, March 08, 2008 Y
Its been quite a time since my last updated. Decision is made in heart, not verbally. Yes, school's been tiring. My very last week of holiday had arrived, planning to enjoy it but looking at the rate of change in studying time, there isn't much difference.
Firstly, I have to say is that there is lots and lots of homework to be done! So, doubt that I could go out. Secondly, think that I will have to extend the due date of 1 storybook. Since its used for studying(in a slow pace). Lastly, I found my current way of life which is temporary? But who cares? An aim is better than none.
不知不覺,又幻想他的出現,他回到我身邊,儅我的依靠,儅我的推動力。但這一切,都不可能實現,幻想只會讓我更痛苦,只會讓我想逃避現實。或許慢慢的麻痹自己,慢慢的失意,對我的未來,會有很大的幫助。
勇敢地說出來,讓心裏比較好過。不必再受精神上的折磨,不必再受語言上的控制。或許必須踏出的第一步,真得很辛苦...Its too hard to say 'I'm sorry' to them...
and I miss you already
10:37 PM