Thursday, February 28, 2008 Y
Really feel like crying, but the tears that dropped, who will notice? Who will bother comforting me, let me pour my sorrows out? No one I believe, or maybe because I choose not to. Maybe I am really vulnerable, in heart. Don't dare to trust anyone anymore, not even my parents, so how could it be friends? Really. My parents just don't understand me, yet they understand my brother. Tell me, what kind of logic is this? But what can I do? Life's has been unfair but if I can endure it till now, why not continue. This way, I can train up myself, both emotionally and mentally. If you say you understand, why not tell me who is my most hated person till now. Hint, it is a 'she' not a 'he'. Dunno? Doubt you guys know. Sometimes I don't really know what I am doing, I don't understand yet I can do it. Its weird but its true. I didn't really pay attention to what teacher is talking about, yet I can do the question...isn't it weird? Sitting for a test yet I don't know what the paper is talking about yet I can pass...isn't it weird? I just scribbled crap, and I get correct. I don't understand it at all! I don't understand what u guys has been saying and asking! I don't understand why am I even in 4D1! My brain's really dead, I can't think properly! But what can I do? Seek help when everyone else is busy with their own stuff? I just wish I could end all these, really. You may think its weird for me to say all these...she behaves so happily and is doing well in school and yet is saying she is not...what a weird girl. But do you really thinks that deep in my heart, I really feel happy? I do not have a single stress? Think twice for you will never know what I am facing...
and I miss you already
8:01 PM
Macbook Pro(13 inch)
That Headset