Sunday, February 24, 2008 Y
Been very busy this few days, since I was kind of slacking during the weekdays. Now still doing my homework. Taking out some time to blog today, don't feel like neglecting my blog. Its sad, really. Pondering, wondering whether had it been a correct choice, to choose 8 subjects, to choose slacking, to choose run away. I don't know, really. Sometimes I left that I lost my path, my sight, my final destination. Its really hard, to continue. Problems can be expressed out by others, but my problems just can't leave my mouth, leave my brain, leave my heart. I can't forget. I just can't. I can't consult anyone, I can't open my mouth, or maybe, maybe is I chose not to. Not to accept the fact, not to accept how my life is destined to be. I chose to escape perhaps, I'm just a timid person who seems strong perhaps. Life is filled with uncertainty now, but one thing I know for sure, I am tired to strive on...
Lessons have been horrid. Don't really understand what the teacher is teaching, for listening to their lessons seems to make it more confusing, or maybe is because I chose to shut my head from all of it. I don't know what I can do, to help myself, and to continue my studies...
and I miss you already
2:58 PM
Macbook Pro(13 inch)
That Headset