Tuesday, January 29, 2008 Y
Quite a number of activities happened today. Feeling kind of negative this few days. Don't ask me why, for I don't know the reasons myself. I still lack the motivation to study! Despite I am willing to stay back for extra lessons and to confirm that I know what is going on in the lesson, I seriously lack the motivation to study! I wasn't like this when I was in Secondary One, but I changed completely when I reach Secondary Two. Maybe is because I became confused, confused with myself. Tomorrow's my second 'O' level SPA, and I can't feel anything, nothing at all. I can't find the motivation to study, I just can't. I tell myself that I should study but I just lack the motivation. There's still Chinese Test and a POA test tomorrow, but I can't feel any stress accumulating at all. There's none, zero stress. I don't know what's happening to me, I don't know. I need to study, I really need to, and I have to learn to say no from now on, I really need to say no soon...
Lost in her way of life,
she doesn't know where her end point lie.
Ahead is a foggy road,
Where her true destiny starts to unfold.
Alone and suffering,
she became numb to her surrounding.
Smiles and laughter,
they are just her mask of life.
and I miss you already
3:35 PM
Macbook Pro(13 inch)
That Headset