Friday, November 02, 2007 Y
Didn't really know what is happening to me this few days. Just have the urge to cry. Maybe is because of the dates. Time really seems to fly, yet I still can't forget that face, those mean words. As the days passes, it draws nearer and nearer to that fateful day, where we completely lost touch. I really wonder how is he doing now. Its been so long already, soon it will be 3 years. My mentality tells me that I can't play the game yet so why bother remembering? But I just can't forget about it. It really hurts for me to keep on and on, trying to force myself to forget. Maybe if I just leave it like that, I will gradually forget about it. But, what caused today is also my own fault. I avoided first.
But still, life has to go on. Also, lessons! Had a tedious week of lessons. Practically is like normal school days except that the reporting time is 0800 and no assembly. Also, had to stay back for CCA. Its tedious too, but its going to end soon! Competition is just next week, and I think basketball one is also next week. This means that I will be skipping lots of lessons next week! Thats not good!!! I don't want to skip lessons! Its fun to attend lessons! Especially that it concerns my future.
Think of drawing a skin. Needs JASVINDER'S help! She is my lovable seating partner! [=
and I miss you already
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