Saturday, October 27, 2007 Y
Good. Finally internet is working. Yesterday wanted 2 update but can't as the internet connection went wrong. Yesterday stayed back. Got CCA activity. Was rushing for the competition on 5th and 6th. But got basketball training too. But not on Friday. Basketball training is NOW important? Due to the fact that got a competition coming up as well. This is so retarded. I can't duplicate myself!
Actually wanted to go out today. But kind of lazy. Read a story book within three hours. If only I can read it like an english book. Then I will not have the sleepy feeling for reading english book. Chinese books really make me feel more awake. Really felt like crying this few days. Partly is because of the results, but not completely. Not that I am greedy or what, but its just not enough! Its not the standard of my brother's yet. I hate myself for that. But I am the one who caused it. Recalling memories, sometimes it really hurts. I still can't forget that hurtful tone he once used, can NEVER forget about it.
Oh well, life still has to go on despite of that. The only thing i can do now is to look forward for the future for it may be brighter when compared to now. =]
and I miss you already
1:43 PM