Tuesday, October 02, 2007 Y
Felt like crying. Don't know why. Don't ask me for the reason as I don't know why myself. Felt so stressed up. Can't remember a single thing. Everything what the teacher had said or teach previously I have forgotten. I don't know why. I just can't remember. Every time I tried to remember I ended up with myself with the urge to cry. Felt so useless now. I just cant seem to do anything. I can't afford to score badly. My parents have high hopes on me due to my brother. I just can't win him or do as well as he does. I am NOT him!
Just leave me alone...
and I miss you already
5:28 PM