Monday, April 02, 2007 Y
wahahaha....
my napfa was a complete failure sia...
some improve while some deprove...
and those deprove one are deproving at a huge amount...
omg sia...
so happy 2dae...
nv go training...
lol...
2dae chiniz test...
kinda badly done....
sad rite...
=(
and den the idiot's words wil come true....
y lyk tt???
sob...
i hate being a loser...
i hate letting the words of my enemy come true...
i hate being so useless tt i might disappoint my parents' hope wif me...
i hate being a gal tt cant excel in anything...
guess being in 3D1 wil make a huge impact in my life...
guess i haf 2 stop being so lazi in studies...
guess i haf 2 start 2 listen during classes...
guess tt i haf no choice 2 remain in a happy-go-lucky mood...
guess tt i haf 2 start 2 study 4 exams and stop daydreaming...
but...
wil i b able 2 do tt??
wil i go back 2 wad i m now once i achieve my aims??
wil i b able 2 control meself??
wil i???
there are so mani doubts and yet no solutions 2 dem yet...
no doubt u say u noe me well...
but do u really think so???
i dun even understand meself....
so how could u???
if i really cant score well...
i promise tt i wil start studying 4 exams...
and i wil make sure i score well...
and once tt happens...
my aim will b reaching 2 my bro's standard in Nan Hua...
which is top in the lvl!!!!
and I miss you already
8:05 PM