haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz....
HAIZ...
i had enuf man...
score so damn low...
backbone gt dunno wad curve...
training going 2 end so damn late...
hw gt a big pile...
tts it lor...
y is it so damn unfair???
y???
everitime i tries 2 overcome my own difficulties...
i failed...
seriously...
i may jk here and dere...
smile...
seem so carefree...
but seriously...
hu gave a tot abt my feelings???
my real feelings...
dere are some ppl tt oni wans others 2 noe their feelings...
2 care abt dem...
but seriously...
has any1 cares abt MY feelings??
hu did???
no 1...
seriously...
ppl cant take it breakdowns...
but...
but....
i too wan 2 be lyk dem...
but y cant i be???
everitime...
everitime without fail...
i can oni lyk so call 'cry' when i m seriously unhappy...
displeased...
but everitime...
i juz somehow manage 2 put up a strong font...
i dunno how and i dunno y...
but i did it...
i did it...
now...
i wan 2 cry...
but tears juz wun come out...
i dunno y...
seriously...
sometimes i wonder...
y ppl cry over such a some thing...
and yet others find me weird...
coz i 'dun seem' 2 be sad or crying when failed my english...
seriously...
hu noes my feelings???
no 1 i bet...
no 1...
in my pri sch days,
dere had been tchers claiming tt they can understand me...
but when i starts 2 put my trusts in dem,
i realised tt i was wrong...
they do not understand me...
they dont...
and yet they claimed 2...
y???
they've hurt my feelings so deeply...
including my pri friends...
when i put trusts in my tchers...
they disliked me and start 2 backstab me...
when i realised i was wrong...
it was too late...
everione was gone...
tt time i felt so betrayed...
dere was once where i took the risk again...
and it proves tt all tchers and so-called 'friends' r all phony...
all fake...
this makes me realised tt i could not blieve in any1 else anymore...
no 1...
including my parents...
relatives...
cousins...
brother...
everi1...
coz no 1 really does understands me...
they are all acting 'smart'...
ok....
they might be smart...
but they are not understanding...
seriously...
no 1...
until now...
no 1 is worth me putting my trust...

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