Saturday, February 17, 2007 Y
freako...
being force to migrate le...
sad leh...
but..
heck care lar...
i dun wanna b bothered by tt...
i still wan my happy mood 4 new year...
juz realize tt i m childish...
coz my jie jie sae so...
but actually...
i was even more childish b4 lor...
but the fact has made me more strong and matured...
but now went back 2 those days where ... was wif me...
kinda childish sia...
seems 2 me tt i really nid 2 b left alone soon...
may tt will allow me to go back 2 normal??
mayb...
been having the feeling of committing suicide lately...
duno y leh...
feel as if tt life has no more meaning...
mum treats me lyk a maid...
sch treats meas if i was a machine...
bro and others treat me lyk a rubbish...
and no 1 treats me lyk a human...
sian sia...
mayb 1 day u guys dun c me in sch...
i might haf go to my afterlife...
stressed up sia lately...
hardly a rest...
hu has a gun??
a real one mind u...
can lend me so as to shoot my head wif it??
plz??
i m so tired from living...
and I miss you already
10:47 AM